(Friday, 22 May 2009)

boo! decided to blog today coz shengrong said my blog abit dead... eh seriously i where got time to blog sia evryday reach home so late and tired... today counted earli liao...

so proud of my class evryone passed 2.4 run! haha ok im gonna retake my napfa soon and pass evryting i hope...

tmr got class comm training... which is kinda retarded... 8am gotta reach sch for some dumb AVA waste time training... then some service learning shit from 9-5... actualli jamie and grace supposed to come de... but jamie got M1s and grace dunno go where haha... so sian onli me and aishah going lor... but nvm lar i tink got quite a few of my frens going too coz they in class comm... maybe that'll make it more enjoyable :)

now onli 9+ nia... my parents go room sleep liao... left me alone outside... i thot lyk 11 liao lar...

i realised im juggling alot of stuff at the moment... lyk class comm stuff, rugby *not to mention i kip getting injured... :(*, history ISP, homework, mid-years... among other stuff... jian fan told me to make some sacrifices for rugby... but seriously even if i spent 2 hours gyming evryday, what am i going to get at the end of the day? not trying to be selfish or anything but even if we win plate championships, so what? it's only a glory, an honour... how is it gonna change our future? i am not saying that we should all just give up training and put in minimal effort... no... we should put in effort but problem is do you guys even know why u r doing this? i personally is having trouble finding the motivation... coz seriously i dunno why i should do it... since the a divs i've been wondering why am i doing stuff for rugby... why am i pushing myself and commiting time to it... what is there for me? i have yet to find the answer...

i know ppl are doubting my commitment to rugby and some even thinks i fake injury to avoid training... but seriously if i wanna avoid training, i can just don't go for training and quit the team... i hate people doubting my integrity... and the worst is they don't even wanna say it out... i haf my reasons for not coming for saturday trainings... its not lyk im slacking off at home or going out wid frens... most saturdays im still in school... either doing project of some kind or having biz club activities or attending to some important stuff that i have no time to deal with on weekdays... and now ppl ask me to sacrifice for rugby... i cannot give up evryting i haf for rugby u noe? ask me give up sleep give up personal time its ok lor... but some things i cannot sacrifice for rugby... things that help me build my future... things concerning my family's well being... this kinda stuff i oredi keeping until weekends le... and yet still ask me sacrifice... sorri i cant do that...

wow i ranted so much... but i guess it was wad i had to say lar...

Input by Agent 007 @ 9:40 pm

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